I sit here in my sofa chair. I am tired. I got about four hours of sleep each of the last four nights. I have suffered with panic attacks all week, as usual. But when I am free, I am free. I walk. My stomach seems to be looking better every few days. I go through this life mostly alone but I go forward. There are people I have contact with at times. My sister. Cheryl. Elona. Chandra. Jayleigh. Alexis. Johnny. Jordan. Neal. Chris. Wendy. Lynn. Randall. I appreciate every single one of them. They make all of this less lonely. They make all of this sunnier. So, I continue walking. I am glad this is Day 26 but at the same time, it is nothing. Cause I have my heart set on my sister's birthday on November 3. May to November is 6 months. Think my stomach looks kinda good now ? That ain't NOTHING compared to how I'm gonna have it in 6 months. This Streak is for her. All of you make my life more bearable. 6 months is a longass time. Ready ? Let's go. Come dance the silence down through the morning-@goblet96 Duritz Hope is like lost car keys, easy to lose but you can find it if you look hard enough-Superman It'll all be alright-Kacey Musgraves Everything's gonna be alright-Shawn Mullins
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