I work 40 hrs and feel the same way. I keep dragging myself to work every day because the way i look at it is this, i would rather work to get out of debt now while she wont remember and be debt free and work less when she will remember. I also try to make the most out of the weekends. I highly suggest checking out your community library for free fun. We also go to parks, visit with family, paint, draw, play! Best wishes on your decision, Hugs.