I would suggest to first be realistic about your goals. You didn’t gain the weight overnight, even if it was all baby weight that took you 9 months to gain. The weight isn’t going to come off overnight. I would suggest to focus on being healthy and fit first and foremost, the weight will come. You have to do this for yourself and no one else. It the small, consistent changes that will make an impact on your health. Next, as far as the WW cost, the way I look at it is that I am worth the price of membership. I originally lost 110#, I gained 30# due to physical injury, surgery, and well food is delicious but on my way back down. I don’t even want to think where I would be now without WW. You’re worth it!