I think if I lived by myself I would feel this way. But I am cooking for my family and although I try to keep what I feed them on protocol I still fix them some things for sides that I can't have. And I want to eat all the things. I did really great my first 6 months, lost 70 pounds. Since the pandemic and having everyone here all the time I have really been struggling. I still need to lose about 65 pounds so I truly need to get my act together.